available on sites like halturnerradioshow.com (from around April 21, 2024) and has been cross-posted elsewhere, including in print /online at the UK publication "The Light”.
It is very hard for some people to admit they might have made a mistake. The schism in my family will probably not heal for generations. I let myself be coerced and took a jab or two. I wised up after that and stopped. (Is it a sin to lie to those who mean you harm?) The un-vaxed contingent accepts me. I admit my mistake. The boosted crowd shun me because I haven’t had more of that junk pumped into my arm. I would say they will get over it, but it is more likely they will die with it.
It seems like her anger is more at the "online voices calling us sheeple" than at the medical establishment and government entities who sold her the lie. I did try early on to warn people but after being attacked (verbally), losing friends and people snidely saying, Oh where did you get your medical degree? I shut up. Got off socials for nearly a year & just read substacks. Didn't bring it up in person. Had a few people reach out for info after getting the first 2 and waking up, but there are many who still don't speak to me today.
I don't gloat or name call those who got them, some were even strong Conservatives but didn't want to lose a job or deal with the bans or had medically fragile people in their families they thought they were protecting. Two died of turbo cancer; one said he wished he'd listened. Many still blame 'long covid' not the shot for their maladies. Still buy those covid tests. Or claim they don't know why they are sick so often. I still see people in masks when out and about, which makes me think it will never end completely. I am not mad at anyone, just sad. And pray. I used to be angry that no one has gone to jail for this, but that anger just ate at me and served no purpose. They will answer to God in the end, and that has to be enough.
Thank you, Dr. F. Much to consider. I found an ASCII version which just needed some tidying.
MY ANGUISH AT BEING VAXXED
by DUPED LADY
For those who cannot imagine what it's like to be vaxxed, and living with it once the evidence becomes available, I can answer you: it's day-to-day grieving and cellular remorse.
Many of us were just living our daily lives without any idea of the World Economic Forum or the World Health Organisation. We trusted our doctors ─ I'd had mine for over 25 years, and we knew our government lied at election times, but we voted the best we could based on the B.S. presented to us.
We went about our lives innocently working, raising kids and babysitting grandkids and many of us had not one person in our circles to warn us of the dangers.
We didn't even know that we had to do 'research'. Unbelievable as that may seem, it's absolutely true.
So off we went and had the shots.
And now us 'sheeples' - as we are sometimes referred to - are dying in our millions, some suddenly, while some are destined for slow, malingering, pain-filled deaths.
But we are dying, and ironically, we are the evidence; the proof you will all use later.
Some of us argued with others who knew about the dangers, and words and actions hurt both sides. And that is the greatest 'weapon of the psy-op: it's actually greater than the vax itself.
There is a level of toxic hatred and gloating online that condemns the vaxxed to silence in regards to seeking help.
I see it in the forums, how they are abused by total strangers, so we stay silent and die alone, unforgiven for our naivety and fear.
But back to the point above of what it is like to be vaxxed and to then become aware of how we've been done.
It is hell living with the knowledge that I took three of them; that my wonderful, kind, hardworking husband took four, that our children and grandchildren had them; it haunts me, it breaks my soul, it has destroyed me...simply because we were naive.
My husband and I were already injected when cousin contacted me through Messenger after seeing a post about my rapid decline in health and asked me questions. I then spoke to my sons, but it was too late they had been jabbed already.
It's reading endless detox protocols and wondering if they truly work or if they too are part of the B.S., because how would we ever know when there is no long-term proof? It's endless medical tests that come back 'normal', but you just know and feel the changes in your body.
It's seeing the videos of the 'calamari' clots and reading about graphene microblades slicing up veins, and spikes adhering like velcro to tissues and organs.
It's the breathlessness and palpitations on the slightest exertion that doctors can't explain,
It's the knowing that it was all for nothing, though we believed it was for the best of intentions.
It's this tattoo on my arm of the vax batch numbers that I use to open conversations and share my adverse reactions with every doctor, specialist and pathologist, radiologist and ambulance paramedic I meet.
It's knowing that any second, any second, could be if... the last one I breathe before I die.
It's grief ─ deep, empty, gut-wrenching grief for all my family and friends, all those I love and care for.
It's loss the loss of my future dreams and plans, the loss of my husband and family, it's the pain felt by the name-calling and ongoing online abuse.
I may be a sheeple to some, and cop endless abuse online for speaking up with my truth, but that will not stop me.
Not every vaxxed person acted like an A-hole when approached by someone who cared enough to take the risk of warning. them.
Yet we have ALL been tarred with that one brush. And it's there that humanity debased itself even further. They did not have to do a thing except sit back and watch us fall apart.
So sad. So many lives ruined. So many relationships ruined because some of us just wanted them to be careful, listen to others, RESEARCH and don't just bow to pressure.
"Not every vaxxed person acted like an A-hole when approached by someone who cared enough to take the risk of warning them. Yet we have ALL been tarred with that one brush. And it's there that humanity debased itself even further. They did not have to do a thing except sit back and watch us fall apart."
I am not sure I am interpreting the words correctly, but it seems to me the writer is implying most of the unvaxxed chastise ALL the vaxxed. Many of the unvaxxed do not "sit back and watch us fall apart" (almost suggesting the unvaxxed enjoy doing so.) We watch with horror and sadness.
"There is a level of toxic hatred and gloating online that condemns the vaxxed to silence in regards to seeking help".
There was a relentless level of toxic hatred and wishes of death online (and elsewhere) for the unvaxxed in the early years of covid. We were silenced (and barred from activities), but carried on. If these vaxxed people "are silenced" by the comments and cannot ask for help, what does it say about them? They still do not want to help themselves, stand up for themselves?
Meanwhile, I do not read any apology or regret for the comments of hatred that were directed to the unvaxxed, What lessons have been learned besides health has been compromsised?
Big pHARM-US-see$ manufacturing has Not changed their world-wide purpose$ either ;
Depopulation as the UN-driver of ‘gov’t objectives.’
Their friendly busine$$-1st president is STILL a lying, propaganda pusher for (NOT) ‘safe-n-effective’ even 5+ years later.
So, what’s in our childrens’-shot$ ?
Read Naomi Wolfe’s book “The pFizer Papers.”
And realize the dual-citizens’ sNewZzz press-of-deceits ain’t over their selling of poisons, with p$ychopathic glee, to ANYONE with heads-in-the $ands of willful denials & unquestioning ignorance.
Have you seen any arrests, trials or accountability AT THE ‘TOP’ of murder-us perpe-traitor$ against Humanity ?
Where was this published and was it published? Annonymous sources are dubious.
available on sites like halturnerradioshow.com (from around April 21, 2024) and has been cross-posted elsewhere, including in print /online at the UK publication "The Light”.
It sucks for her and I appreciate her openness.
But it still goes on today.
On both sides.
This was predicted and has come true.
Many of us promised not to say itold you so or be vindictive.
Amazingly many on the sheeple side are still vindictive.
Will it ever end?
It is very hard for some people to admit they might have made a mistake. The schism in my family will probably not heal for generations. I let myself be coerced and took a jab or two. I wised up after that and stopped. (Is it a sin to lie to those who mean you harm?) The un-vaxed contingent accepts me. I admit my mistake. The boosted crowd shun me because I haven’t had more of that junk pumped into my arm. I would say they will get over it, but it is more likely they will die with it.
It seems like her anger is more at the "online voices calling us sheeple" than at the medical establishment and government entities who sold her the lie. I did try early on to warn people but after being attacked (verbally), losing friends and people snidely saying, Oh where did you get your medical degree? I shut up. Got off socials for nearly a year & just read substacks. Didn't bring it up in person. Had a few people reach out for info after getting the first 2 and waking up, but there are many who still don't speak to me today.
I don't gloat or name call those who got them, some were even strong Conservatives but didn't want to lose a job or deal with the bans or had medically fragile people in their families they thought they were protecting. Two died of turbo cancer; one said he wished he'd listened. Many still blame 'long covid' not the shot for their maladies. Still buy those covid tests. Or claim they don't know why they are sick so often. I still see people in masks when out and about, which makes me think it will never end completely. I am not mad at anyone, just sad. And pray. I used to be angry that no one has gone to jail for this, but that anger just ate at me and served no purpose. They will answer to God in the end, and that has to be enough.
Thank you, Dr. F. Much to consider. I found an ASCII version which just needed some tidying.
MY ANGUISH AT BEING VAXXED
by DUPED LADY
For those who cannot imagine what it's like to be vaxxed, and living with it once the evidence becomes available, I can answer you: it's day-to-day grieving and cellular remorse.
Many of us were just living our daily lives without any idea of the World Economic Forum or the World Health Organisation. We trusted our doctors ─ I'd had mine for over 25 years, and we knew our government lied at election times, but we voted the best we could based on the B.S. presented to us.
We went about our lives innocently working, raising kids and babysitting grandkids and many of us had not one person in our circles to warn us of the dangers.
We didn't even know that we had to do 'research'. Unbelievable as that may seem, it's absolutely true.
So off we went and had the shots.
And now us 'sheeples' - as we are sometimes referred to - are dying in our millions, some suddenly, while some are destined for slow, malingering, pain-filled deaths.
But we are dying, and ironically, we are the evidence; the proof you will all use later.
Some of us argued with others who knew about the dangers, and words and actions hurt both sides. And that is the greatest 'weapon of the psy-op: it's actually greater than the vax itself.
There is a level of toxic hatred and gloating online that condemns the vaxxed to silence in regards to seeking help.
I see it in the forums, how they are abused by total strangers, so we stay silent and die alone, unforgiven for our naivety and fear.
But back to the point above of what it is like to be vaxxed and to then become aware of how we've been done.
It is hell living with the knowledge that I took three of them; that my wonderful, kind, hardworking husband took four, that our children and grandchildren had them; it haunts me, it breaks my soul, it has destroyed me...simply because we were naive.
My husband and I were already injected when cousin contacted me through Messenger after seeing a post about my rapid decline in health and asked me questions. I then spoke to my sons, but it was too late they had been jabbed already.
It's reading endless detox protocols and wondering if they truly work or if they too are part of the B.S., because how would we ever know when there is no long-term proof? It's endless medical tests that come back 'normal', but you just know and feel the changes in your body.
It's seeing the videos of the 'calamari' clots and reading about graphene microblades slicing up veins, and spikes adhering like velcro to tissues and organs.
It's the breathlessness and palpitations on the slightest exertion that doctors can't explain,
It's the knowing that it was all for nothing, though we believed it was for the best of intentions.
It's this tattoo on my arm of the vax batch numbers that I use to open conversations and share my adverse reactions with every doctor, specialist and pathologist, radiologist and ambulance paramedic I meet.
It's knowing that any second, any second, could be if... the last one I breathe before I die.
It's grief ─ deep, empty, gut-wrenching grief for all my family and friends, all those I love and care for.
It's loss the loss of my future dreams and plans, the loss of my husband and family, it's the pain felt by the name-calling and ongoing online abuse.
I may be a sheeple to some, and cop endless abuse online for speaking up with my truth, but that will not stop me.
Not every vaxxed person acted like an A-hole when approached by someone who cared enough to take the risk of warning. them.
Yet we have ALL been tarred with that one brush. And it's there that humanity debased itself even further. They did not have to do a thing except sit back and watch us fall apart.
Thank you.
So sad. So many lives ruined. So many relationships ruined because some of us just wanted them to be careful, listen to others, RESEARCH and don't just bow to pressure.
"Not every vaxxed person acted like an A-hole when approached by someone who cared enough to take the risk of warning them. Yet we have ALL been tarred with that one brush. And it's there that humanity debased itself even further. They did not have to do a thing except sit back and watch us fall apart."
I am not sure I am interpreting the words correctly, but it seems to me the writer is implying most of the unvaxxed chastise ALL the vaxxed. Many of the unvaxxed do not "sit back and watch us fall apart" (almost suggesting the unvaxxed enjoy doing so.) We watch with horror and sadness.
"There is a level of toxic hatred and gloating online that condemns the vaxxed to silence in regards to seeking help".
There was a relentless level of toxic hatred and wishes of death online (and elsewhere) for the unvaxxed in the early years of covid. We were silenced (and barred from activities), but carried on. If these vaxxed people "are silenced" by the comments and cannot ask for help, what does it say about them? They still do not want to help themselves, stand up for themselves?
Meanwhile, I do not read any apology or regret for the comments of hatred that were directed to the unvaxxed, What lessons have been learned besides health has been compromsised?
Big pHARM-US-see$ manufacturing has Not changed their world-wide purpose$ either ;
Depopulation as the UN-driver of ‘gov’t objectives.’
Their friendly busine$$-1st president is STILL a lying, propaganda pusher for (NOT) ‘safe-n-effective’ even 5+ years later.
So, what’s in our childrens’-shot$ ?
Read Naomi Wolfe’s book “The pFizer Papers.”
And realize the dual-citizens’ sNewZzz press-of-deceits ain’t over their selling of poisons, with p$ychopathic glee, to ANYONE with heads-in-the $ands of willful denials & unquestioning ignorance.
Have you seen any arrests, trials or accountability AT THE ‘TOP’ of murder-us perpe-traitor$ against Humanity ?
I’m sorry for what happened to her, and sad that she has “suffered abuse” for not doing the research and being an uninformed sheeple.
But what saddens me the most is that those of us who did do the research, and suffered our own share of abuse, are not more sympathetic to her plight.